Friday, December 21, 2007

It´s 95 degreesssss

Im in Buenos Aires y hace un calor baroobarroooo
ahora salimos a Necochea.
El se curo bastante y me alegro
aunque todos deben de tener en cuenta
"keep your heart small"



Besosss

Sunday, December 16, 2007

Weak

Esta super mal-llorando.
Yo hace unos dias me di cuenta que no se puede confiar en ninguno.
Ni querer demasiado a ninguno.
Ahi te matas.
Todos lo deben de saber.

Thursday, December 13, 2007

"Las princesas son tan sensibles que hasta se pueden morir de la nostalgia"

"Juventud, divino tesoro,
Ya te vas para no volver!
Cuando quiero llorar, no lloro,
Y aveces lloro sin querer!"





Casi cierto, salvo que no lloro, como Chuck Norris.

Sunday, December 9, 2007

I shouldve known.

People are crap.
They will not respect you and they will not apologize.
They will let you down, they will not live up to your expectations.
They will not comfort you and they will not prioritize.
They will use you, just like everyone warned.
So don't trust, don't love, don't hope.
Do it all yourself and 'keep your heart small'.

Friday, December 7, 2007

Oh yeah, this is why I love christmas





I am in love with this poem

Yo soy un hombre sincero
De donde crece la palma,
Y antes de morirme quiero
Echar mis versos del alma.

Yo vengo de todas partes,
Y hacia todas partes voy:
Arte soy entre las artes,
En los montes, monte soy.

Yo sé los nombres extraños
De las yerbas y las flores,
Y de mortales engaños,
Y de sublimes dolores.

Yo he visto en la noche oscura
Llover sobre mi cabeza
Los rayos de lumbre pura
De la divina belleza.

Alas nacer ví en los hombros
De las mujeres hermosas:
Y salir de los escombros,
Volando las mariposas
.

He visto vivir a un hombre
Con el puñal al costado,
Sin decir jamás el nombre
De aquella que lo ha matado.

Rápida, como un reflejo,
Dos veces ví el alma, dos:
Cuando murió el pobre viejo,
Cuando ella me dijo adiós.

Temblé una vez - en la reja,
A la entrada de la viña,-
Cuando la bárbara abeja
Picó en la frente a mi niña.

Gocé una vez, de tal suerte
Que gocé cual nunca: - cuando
La sentencia de mi muerte
Leyó el alcaide llorando.

Oigo un suspiro, a través
De las tierras y la mar,
Y no es un suspiro, - es
Que mi hijo va a despertar.

Si dicen que del joyero
Tome la joya mejor,
Tomo a un amigo sincero
Y pongo a un lado el amor.

Yo he visto al águila herida
Volar al azul sereno,
Y morir en su guarida
La víbora del veneno.

Yo sé bien que cuando el mundo
Cede, lívido, al descanso,
Sobre el silencio profundo
Murmura el arroyo manso
.

Yo he puesto la mano osada,
De horror y júbilo yerta,
Sobre la estrella apagada
Que cayó frente a mi puerta.

Oculto en mi pecho bravo
La pena que me lo hiere:
El hijo de un pueblo esclavo
Vive por él, calla y muere.

Todo es hermoso y constante,
Todo es música y razón,
Y todo, como el diamante,
Antes que luz es carbón
.

Yo sé que el necio se entierra
Con gran lujo y con gran llanto.-
Y que no hay fruta en la tierra
Como la del camposanto.

Callo, y entiendo, y me quito
La pompa del rimador
:
Cuelgo de un árbol marchito
Mi muceta de doctor.



POR JOSE MARTI

Friday, November 16, 2007

IMMMM GOOODDD

Despues de todo lo que paso me sentia mal y depremida. Pero no se que me paso que ya NO ME IMPORTA. Siento como podria vivir un monton de tiempo antes de importarme de nuevo. te juro que habra muuucho tiempo antes que me importa de nuevo. Es como una combinacion de haberme cansada/aburrida y depremida que ya....im sucked of all emotion. asi que desde hoy adelente decido pasar mas tiempo con mis amigos esp. mis nuevos amigos del trabajo etc. Ademas quiero ser amigos con el y con ella y ir de excursioness. Lo mas importante ahora es ser linda! hahahaaa What a shallow aspiration. Y tener menos cosas! Todos me dicen que tengo muchaasss cosassss asiq ue esto, pagar todas mis cosas, ser linnndddiiissima, bajar de peso y eliminar mis cosas ESO! yeeee Y no me importaaa esta bien no es que me siento mal, lo opuesto me siento ree LIVIANA.
So this is jajaja perdon, my declaration of independence!!!
LIBREE ESTOY LIBRE COMO EL SOL ESTOY LIBREEE...JAJA no se si asi son las letras pero asi lo canto yo


FELICITACIONESSS ALITA!
TE ADORO! \
LOVE,
ALITA :]
jajajajaa


PS IM LISTENING TO JONI MITCHELLL

Wednesday, November 7, 2007

I could be so good for you

Bueno muchas cosas han pasado desde la ultima vez que escribi
primero estoy pasando mas tiempo con los chicos de mi trabajo que los quiero mucho y me hacen reir como no other. Por una razon unbenkowest to me me estoy brotando y no se como quitarmela que pesado por dios! En la fiesta de la pednejissima me acerque con un pibe que resulta algo. Ahora lo hablo bastante en seguido. Este fin de semana lo vi y estuvimos y todo esto pero depues como ya sabiamos que soy media descontrol me puse a pensar y poner toda nerviosa y analizar todo. Despues de hablar con some of my toughest critics me dijeron mejor no pensarlo, vivirlo y disfrutarlo y acceptarlo for what it is. Asi que cuando paso a visitar ayeere todo era mas lindo y bastante tranqui. Asi que todavia nose cuando lo vuelvo a ver pero tamppoco me voy a preocupar mucho. Asi que por ahora estoy contenta despues de un rato of feeling totally overwhelmed con demasiadas cosas on my plate me siento mucho mejor.
I hope the feeling is mutual


escuchando BRett Dennen

Monday, November 5, 2007

Si pudiera vivir nuevamente mi vida. En la próxima trataría de cometer más errores. No intentaría ser tan perfecto, me relajaría más. Sería más tonto de lo que he sido, de hecho tomaría muy pocas cosas con seriedad. Sería menos higiénico. Correría más riesgos, haría más viajes, contemplaría más atardeceres, subiría más montañas, nadaría más ríos. Iría a más lugares adonde nunca he ido, comería más helados y menos habas, tendría más problemas reales y menos imaginarios. Yo fui una de esas personas que vivió sensata y prolíficamente cada minuto de su vida; claro que tuve momentos de alegría. Pero si pudiera volver atrás trataría de tener solamente buenos momentos. Por si no lo saben, de eso está hecha la vida, sólo de momentos; no te pierdas el ahora. Yo era uno de esos que nunca iban a ninguna parte sin termómetro, una bolsa de agua caliente, un paraguas y un paracaídas; Si pudiera volver a vivir, viajaría más liviano. Si pudiera volver a vivir comenzaría a andar descalzo a principios de la primavera y seguiría así hasta concluir el otoño. Daría más vueltas en calesita, contemplaría más amaneceres y jugaría con más niños, si tuviera otra vez la vida por delante. Pero ya tengo 85 años y sé que me estoy muriendo.

Wednesday, October 3, 2007

You know youre Argentine when...

Esto lo encontre en Facebook, corte los partes que no tenian sentido

*you learn that soap and toilet paper are not always gaureenteed in a bathroom
*the person cooking your food does not find it necessary to wash their hands after playing with the dog, taking out the trash or any other random activity.
*clubs open at 2 am and don´t close until 8 or 9
*the bus to school picks up at the nightclubs
*even your 60 year-old tango teacher with her butt hangin out of her dress doesn´t strike you as weird
*you have at least 4 meals a day
*dinner starts at 10 p.m.
*you dont find it odd that your grocery store is named "disco" and your nightclub is named "hillrose".
*you pull ANYTHING out of the fridge and you think "i bet this would go well with some dulce de leche."
*you are 10 pounds underweight for your height category in america, but you´re still the fattest girl in your class in argentina.
*"un ratito" actually equals 45 mins to an hour! Or more!
*You find a hair in your food and you're thankful it's not an entire wig or worse.
*You spray Off! at the bugs and they laugh at you.
*you go home at 5 in the morning and you feel like you wimped out.
*your professor is too busy texting during class to answer your questions.
*seatbelts are simply for decoration
*screens do not exist on windows....only large metal bars
*you heat your house by turning on the oven and leaving the door open
*if you are black you must be from Brasil and if the only way you live in the State is that your parents immigrated
*you try on a size Large and it fits like a Small
*you eat at restaurants that you wouldn't dare look at before you came to this country
*everything you learned in Spanish class in the States is negated
*YOU KNOW LOCRO = LOCO!
*you lose your house key so your parents change all the locks and buy all new keys
*something Ive heard described as "the veinte minuto phenomenon": you know that "veinte minutos" doesn't really mean 20 min...and coming from a remis company it probably means never.
*at an intersection you yield to whoever flashes their lights or honks first...and find it not the least bit strange
*you see people with mate and a thermos...everywhere
*the word 'bueno' has somehow found its way to the top of your most commonly used words list
*nothing in the fridge is covered and you hope that the cutting board they used to cut the chicken has been washed with more than just water
*you watch Son de Fierro as a family each night
* you are immune to all types of whistling, cat calling, and hearing "mi amor"


a mi me causo mucho.

Manana yo y mi abuelo van a traffic court, Wish me luck!
Yel domingo volvieron todos de Bariloche, no puede esperar ya los quiero ver... dos meses...
No se que decir..solamente que el colegio me da fiaca.
FUUUAUUU faltan 130 dias mas de cole.


"matenme ya!"

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

Estoy aqui...

Cagandome de risa..jaja escuchando Luis Pescetti
HAY QUUE ESCUCHARLO

"Los Beatles me gustan por que son muy alegres, están de acuerdo conmigo en muchas cosas, y tocan la música que nos gusta a los jóvenes. Ellos deberían ser presidentes del mundo, porque tienen influencia sobre mucha gente de todos los países"- Gracias malfalda..una genia...

Adems estoy mirando Maflada cuando deberia estar haciendo tarea..

pero aqui hay algunos..
que disfrutesss..

Sunday, September 16, 2007

BUBBLY





This video and MEL made my weekend



BUBLLY

Thursday, September 13, 2007

Ladeela

I've done alot in the last 6385 days.
I've been to four continents and lived in a country where I didn't know a soul; and thrived.
I've run in a marathon and painted houses in a 3rd world country.
I love to have my opinions challenged and I adore laughing till it hurts.
I watch foreign movies and sing to myself in portugese.
I come up with bigger and better plans everyday and most of the time I complete them.
Dr. Seus says what I'm thinking and Brett Dennen is what my heart sounds like.
I like the smell of campfires and pikake.
I would love to know what you are passionate about.

Sunday, September 9, 2007

Darlin' Do Not Fear

Just when I thought I was as low as low as low.
I spent all day Wednesday crying. I felt awkwardness between me and the bestie.
Last night other best was being a bitch and ( shes talking with him!)
and I fought with dad.


But then my stepdad listens and wants to help.
I helped out bestie and it made me feel worlds better
Other best apoligized and made things better
Mom promised a manicure and just to listen.
And I learned of "Brett Dennen"


and listening to him forces you to be greatful to be a live.
To roll in the grass, crinkle the new leaves and soak up the sun.
Here's a sample of his lyrics.
Thanks man.








" If you have a broken heart or a battered soul
Find something to hold on to or to let go
To help you through the hard nights like a flask filled with hope
Darlin' do not fear what you don't really know

'Cause it won't last - your worries will pass
All your troubles they don't stand a chance
And it always hurts the worst when it's the ones we love the most
Darlin' do not fear what you don't really know

Sometimes your path is marked in the sky
Sometimes you're forced to fit in between the lines
Sometimes all that you can do is say no
Darlin' do not fear what you don't really know"

Cause it won't last - the worries will pass
All your troubles they don't stand a chance
And sometimes it takes more than a lifetime to know
Darlin' do not fear what you don't really know"

Tuesday, September 4, 2007

Fuaaaugh

Im so annoyed/hurt/frustrated that;

That she hasnt apoligized
and that she probably hasnt even realized
that even if I came to her (confronted her) i'd have no "case"
That we arent friends anymore, and we dont hug or even talk
that I still dont have my job back
That they are talking and that that sort of thing is so easy for her
That I feel like her mula, her chauffeur and her mother
That even though im not doing any sports I still feel overwhelmed with homework
That AP Gov is kicking my ass!
That i ALWAYS end up doing the majority of goup projects but dont even get the grade I want
that im stuck in this depressed gloomy rut that is soo not attractive
HER! and her nasty pedophile boyfriend who I saw today
that ( speaking of attractive) I dont feel at all


There! That feel a little better...hopefully things will get better soon.
I am letting go, at least I have her.

What would Aling Ana say anyways?

Sunday, September 2, 2007

Soy un extrano aqui en mi cuerpo

Pase casi todo este fin de semana odiandome y sentiendo depremida.
Es que siento un loser cuando no hago nada. Mas este fin de como no habia mucho para hacer casi no sali de mi casa. Creo que estoy para empezar mi regla pero siento re depremida. No hice nada y es un fin de semana larga. Y bueno aveces es asi la vida.
Creo que encontrar trabajo me hara feliz. Veremos. Creo que estoy asi por sentir rechazada por Olivia..story of my life. menos mal que tengo a Alexis que ella si me entienda auqnue aveces siento usada (?). Estoy diciendo muchas cosas emocionales pero se que nadie sepa de este blog y no importa por que nadie lo va a ver. Mejor asi.
Encontre este en postsecret.com (actualizan los domingos)

Saturday, September 1, 2007

Dame un poquito de bola

Me molesta que todavia no tengo planes para este finde que Olivia no me devuelva las llamadas.
La puta madre. No quiero hacer mi tarea. Quiero algo interestante me pase.
Did you now that there are tiny bits of fiberglass in carmex that cut your lips so that the medecine can go in?


Weird right?

Friday, August 31, 2007

Desiderata: mi manifiesto

Go placidly amid the noise and haste,and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible without surrenderbe on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly;and listen to others,
even the dull and the ignorant;they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons,they are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others,you may become vain and bitter;
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your own career, however humble;it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs;for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;many persons strive for high ideals;
and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be yourself.
Especially, do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love;for in the face of all aridity and disenchantmentit is as perennial as the grass.
Take kindly the counsel of the years,gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline,be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe,no less than the trees and the stars;you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.
Therefore be at peace with God,whatever you conceive Him to be,and whatever your labors and aspirations,in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.
With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful.Strive to be happy.
Max Ehrmann

Shoe Whore


I want shoes like these tomorrow when I go shopping.
But I'm hella broke.
Starbucks take me back!


AlexisAllieAwesomeAxelandra

I'm talking to Alexis and feeling like a douche for not doing anything tonite.
So basically I was suppossed to get my widom teeth taken out today
but seeing as I have the sniffles and a "productive cough" they postponed it.
How friggin annoying..I had everything set up and shit.
But at least I started to talk with Aylin y Ayelen about going to la Uba etc.
I have nothing interesting to say.
I accidently said " que te iba a decir.." to Alexis
and she says ahh thats what my mom says.
Hahah Fucking mexicans. : ]