Firstly: I really like these playlist websites, stereo mood, pandora etc. that help you branch out musically! I'm so bad at making playlists anyways.
Secondly: Why choose to be unhappy? If you have the option of smiling, do it! Granted, I'm not always the perkiest of people but I try!! Like when I send you a nice text, accept it! Help me, to help you. But I am tired of wasting my energy trying to cheer you up!! You ARE NOT WORTH IT! Sorry Charlie.
As N*SYNC would say... BYE BYE BYE :)
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Thursday, February 11, 2010
Lucky me
In these times of confusion, stress and angst, I am soo grateful for a very select group of people.
I may become bitter, irritable and bitchy but there they are, supporting me.
I need to make sure to always support them in return.
I am upset, stressed, exhausted and would like to continue crying but I'm actually kind of happy...because I am lucky despite it all.
I may become bitter, irritable and bitchy but there they are, supporting me.
I need to make sure to always support them in return.
I am upset, stressed, exhausted and would like to continue crying but I'm actually kind of happy...because I am lucky despite it all.
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Camp Cazadero
Camp Caz was exhausting but amazing as usual. I'll keep this short and sweet because I dont have the patience to sit here for that long.
Even though I spent a lot of the week wishing I was with Scott and being exhausted/frustrated from those dang 8 year olds I did have some revalations.
Firstly, Camp is for always. Every time I'm back there it's like I never left. I almost always end up in Swanson and I wouldnt have it any other way. But more than that I love that as the years go on the same traditions live on and it gives me sense of self to know that they always will...the Caz clap, the 500 miles dance, night swims, firebowl etc etc...
Even though I spent a lot of the week wishing I was with Scott and being exhausted/frustrated from those dang 8 year olds I did have some revalations.
Firstly, Camp is for always. Every time I'm back there it's like I never left. I almost always end up in Swanson and I wouldnt have it any other way. But more than that I love that as the years go on the same traditions live on and it gives me sense of self to know that they always will...the Caz clap, the 500 miles dance, night swims, firebowl etc etc...
Second, I can stand many things at Caz that I otherwise cannot. I might even go so far as to say I enjoy them. First being religion. Religion in most of it's organized forms freaks me out except when I am observing it in a museum type fashion. At Caz I can see my religious calling as what it really is. A no pressure way of spreadin love. At camp the only thing that we profess is a love and acceptance of EVERYONE. Everyone is welcome at God's welcome table. Open and affirming is a religious message I can swallow without a chaser.
Nature is another facet of Caz which makes it unique in my interests. Typically I avoid any dirt or hiking and that's ok. But at Caz I love it. I soak it in and I inhale deeply. I volunteer to hike and look at the trees for hours. It is truly mystifying.
Haha the last one is not so interesting, it's dancing. but that's only cuz at Caz you can be yourself!
Ok I lost the writing mood. Byeee
Monday, February 16, 2009
At 30
30 THINGS EVERY WOMAN SHOULD HAVE AND SHOULD KNOW BY THE TIME SHE'S 30
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE …
enough money within her control to move out
and rent a place of her own, even if she never wants to or needs to.
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .
something perfect to wear if the employer, or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour.
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE
a youth she’s content to leave behind.
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .
a past juicy enough that she’s looking forward to retelling it in her old age.
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ….
a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra.
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE
one friend who always makes her laugh and one who lets her cry.
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..
a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family.
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .
eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems, and a recipe for a meal that will make her guests feel honored.
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .
a feeling of control over her destiny.
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
how to fall in love without losing herself.
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
how to quit a job, break up with a lover, and confront a friend without ruining the friendship.
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
when to try harder and when to walk away.
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
that she can’t change the length of her calves,
the width of her hips, or the nature of her parents.
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
that her childhood may not have been perfect, but its over.
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
what she would and wouldn’t do for love or more.
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
how to live alone, even if she doesn’t like it.
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW..
whom she can trust, whom she can’t, and why she shouldn’t take it personally.
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
where to go- be it to her best friend’s kitchen table or a charming inn in the woods when her soul needs soothing.
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
what she can and can’t accomplish in a day, a month, or a year…
-PAMELA REDMOND SATRAN
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE …
enough money within her control to move out
and rent a place of her own, even if she never wants to or needs to.
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .
something perfect to wear if the employer, or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour.
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE
a youth she’s content to leave behind.
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .
a past juicy enough that she’s looking forward to retelling it in her old age.
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ….
a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra.
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE
one friend who always makes her laugh and one who lets her cry.
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..
a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family.
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .
eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems, and a recipe for a meal that will make her guests feel honored.
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .
a feeling of control over her destiny.
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
how to fall in love without losing herself.
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
how to quit a job, break up with a lover, and confront a friend without ruining the friendship.
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
when to try harder and when to walk away.
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
that she can’t change the length of her calves,
the width of her hips, or the nature of her parents.
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
that her childhood may not have been perfect, but its over.
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
what she would and wouldn’t do for love or more.
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
how to live alone, even if she doesn’t like it.
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW..
whom she can trust, whom she can’t, and why she shouldn’t take it personally.
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
where to go- be it to her best friend’s kitchen table or a charming inn in the woods when her soul needs soothing.
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
what she can and can’t accomplish in a day, a month, or a year…
-PAMELA REDMOND SATRAN
Thursday, November 6, 2008
Plan
Solamente estas tan enganchada xq no te esta hablando ni dando te atencion ni nada.
Pero cuando lo ves veras que todo es normal y no pasa nada.
Ademas ni siquiera te gusta!! Asi que te x te preocupess!!
THANKSS MELITA
Pero cuando lo ves veras que todo es normal y no pasa nada.
Ademas ni siquiera te gusta!! Asi que te x te preocupess!!
THANKSS MELITA
Lovelovelovelove
My new favorite obsession is going to used bookstores and just snooping for old books.
A couple weeks ago I found a pink copy of Hindu folktales and a hundred ( and fifty) year old book of a womens travel through south america with picturessss ahhh I nearly book orgasmed right there.
So here's where I look:
biographies
poetry
history
mythology
-the older the better!
-inscriptions ( especially to lovers)
-pictures
-if they are pink even better :)
Thus; my new life's mission.
A couple weeks ago I found a pink copy of Hindu folktales and a hundred ( and fifty) year old book of a womens travel through south america with picturessss ahhh I nearly book orgasmed right there.
So here's where I look:
biographies
poetry
history
mythology
-the older the better!
-inscriptions ( especially to lovers)
-pictures
-if they are pink even better :)
Thus; my new life's mission.
Monday, October 13, 2008
Contenta
No puedo quejarme de demasiado
My classes are good and interesting, I was stressed for finals but mostly just about arriving on time! I'm such a loser and terrible at factoring in travel time.
Kappa Delta really makes my life happy, simple things like hanging out at the house and having free and delicious lunches then napping on the comfy couch ( my couch! haha), meeting all the girls in my pledge class especially my favorites so far Simone, Chloe, Megan, Kristie...And of course the older girls too Caroline, Heather, Frances, Stacey, Annie, Carmen etc etc. Then there's the dressing u the going out THE CRAFTING, which really boosted my spirits and reminded me that I'm a pretty dang good crafter. And I am ridiculously excited for the BIG revealing....but nervous at the same time.
Our apartment issooo cute and I love being a little homemaker, I dont even mind dishes and you know how I love tidying up ( which is good because Mel tends to be a little slobette). Having her to cuddle with and tell my dumb stories is nice. This past week we wre both super busyso we didnt have that much time together but hopefully soon she will settle into her schedule ( and find a job!) and we can start having a rutine ( like bagel sundays!).
I have been doing biggirl things like working (w ell duh) but hopefully with more hours and soon I'm going to apply for PF Changs or some type ofhostess job to work of the break. I alsoplan on siging up for a credit card soon and buying a printer..hahah all tings that seem normal now.
Im tired of writing...
xox
My classes are good and interesting, I was stressed for finals but mostly just about arriving on time! I'm such a loser and terrible at factoring in travel time.
Kappa Delta really makes my life happy, simple things like hanging out at the house and having free and delicious lunches then napping on the comfy couch ( my couch! haha), meeting all the girls in my pledge class especially my favorites so far Simone, Chloe, Megan, Kristie...And of course the older girls too Caroline, Heather, Frances, Stacey, Annie, Carmen etc etc. Then there's the dressing u the going out THE CRAFTING, which really boosted my spirits and reminded me that I'm a pretty dang good crafter. And I am ridiculously excited for the BIG revealing....but nervous at the same time.
Our apartment issooo cute and I love being a little homemaker, I dont even mind dishes and you know how I love tidying up ( which is good because Mel tends to be a little slobette). Having her to cuddle with and tell my dumb stories is nice. This past week we wre both super busyso we didnt have that much time together but hopefully soon she will settle into her schedule ( and find a job!) and we can start having a rutine ( like bagel sundays!).
I have been doing biggirl things like working (w ell duh) but hopefully with more hours and soon I'm going to apply for PF Changs or some type ofhostess job to work of the break. I alsoplan on siging up for a credit card soon and buying a printer..hahah all tings that seem normal now.
Im tired of writing...
xox
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